Trusting God Through Uncertainty

5/20/2026

I am at a point in my life where I am facing a lot of uncertainty. To be completely transparent, it’s causing me to feel distressed. I’ve done what I could, and now I just have to trust God with the outcome.

As a recovering control freak, this is particularly hard. I am the type of person who needs to know when and how things are going to happen. Unfortunately, that part of me has not completely died yet.

In the midst of all that I am facing, I am trying to silence the constant noise in my head and fix my gaze on Jesus. That’s easier said than done, honestly. I understand how magnifying uncertainty can cause me to spiral. It’s in moments like this where standing on the promises of God and having faith have to be walked out.

It’s also in these moments when your faith is tested that you realize reading God’s Word is not enough. You have to live it and allow it to carry you through life’s toughest seasons. I repeat Jeremiah 29:11 every time my doubt and fear try to creep in.

Most importantly, I am honest with God about my feelings. It does no good for me to try and act like I am great and just basking in the love of the Lord when in all actuality, I am a complete basket case some days. I am grateful that He meets me right where I am.

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, Plans to give you hope and a future

-Jeremiah 29:11

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